The Year, 2020

It has been 9 months I have been away from writing my blog.

I feel so bad about not sharing my moments or any special I could have highlight.

My babies are keeping me so busy till I could not carry out my writing. Oops!

It has been so tough and tiring journey to keep me as a strong mother and woman to spend time with my two babies.

So I am kinda missing out to update everything on social media I could not do so.

Well, during the past of 9 months ago - my husband and I have been tiring with our kids especially our eldest son Benjamin who is so tough, rough and strong toddler. He wont be able to do focusing on surrounding him unless he attracts to something he likes. Moreover he would screams, cries out loud and vomit. He is also has not speaking up yet.

I as a mother feels confuse - people would ask or is there something wrong with Ben? Shall he seeks a Psychologist doctor to figure out whether he is ADHD ?

Oh well, things are tougher for us and we wont want to feel awkward with Ben's condition. It is not an easy thing to do - especially when you have a child with such problem. Look at us, we are Deaf parents to our hearing child. Such case increases a little trouble - how we could help our boy!

A lot of hospitals, centers or doctors are recommended to us to help Ben. The fees are not that so cheap though! It shook us. However, my cousin has figured out to help Ben to know what is his diagnosis problem - but still they cant do this for Ben coz it wont be so fair since he actions normal like everybody else. Okay, it is cleared that he was 2 years old but his way is definitely like 1 year old child behavior! So he is a little far behind from every kid.

Ah, we got him at last and we knew what to do next. He should attends to Speech Therapy class to learn how to speak and talk.

Since the MCO (Movement Control Order) started on 18th March  2002, everybody couldn't go anywhere! Oh no, everything has stopped for a while. So Ben would miss out his class to attend. Hence we have to stop it. So during the 3 months - Ben has been staying home with us most of the time. We even spend time with Ben and Mira to help him too.

He is now 3 years old since he has celebrated his birthday in March.

 Of course it is hard for us to understand what Ben wants. We are trying to say something to him. He does understand my words a few that which makes me glad at least he got it.
1 or 2 words he understands well yes! So I'm keeping myself to push a little more to talk to him. I even do some actions with him - like patting the chair saying to him, let's sit down. He sits down yes. I would call him for food to be feed, please come here. He comes here yes. So from there, I noticed he DOES UNDERSTAND but lazy to turn up or shake head when I call him. He does HEAR but not really into my attention. I have to speak it out a little louder - oh my throat pains.

Though he is not so good at focusing around but his brain aint that stupid. He is smart boy. He is also so cheeky. He loves in getting closer with everybody. He has no fear - play, bath and eat.

He would have his toy plays all in order - tidy. He would places his water bottle and his sister's water bottle on the cabinet nicely. How good he is! He would helps me to shut rooms' doors well. A very organizing toddler.

Btw, recently he is now feeling more calmer and even walk in easy without any difficulty and there is no screams nor cries anymore. I would teach him to take off his diaper by himself , he does.

Now I know that everything you spend with your special child NEED TIME. Patience is the key.
Love is the best medicine. Trust your child to give you the best he/she can be.

Place your utmost love and trustworthy towards your child in every need.

Do not feel upset. Keep on going to try everything what it comes.

REMEMBER > DO NOT PUSH your child too hard.

MIRA's SPECIAL M💗MENT

We would like to share our moment with you fans out there.

There is this 

a

MINI PARTY

for

our daughter

to celebrate her 1 month old

happy FULLMOON birthday.

What a concidence, my cousins with their partners were able to make their time to visit

their nephew Benjamin and niece Mira together.

I am so glad this family time is all the worth it.

For all of us.

Benjamin + Mira

😘

Benjamin was gladly to join her sister Chinese fullmoon birthday for the first time.

It is also my first time to be able to gather a family time since we cousins had our last childhood crazy moment. And now in turn my children bring their much affections of love 💗 💗 towards their aunt and uncle. 

Thanks to aunt @ ee Xinci for the good shot photo.

Happy Fullmoon Mira 心怡!

Family Time.

How to increase
your milk production?

Want to give the best breastmilk to your child?


There are many ways to have more in supplying milk.

Eat well.
Sleep well.
No stress.
Happy-go-lucky (all time)

Drink more water.
Drink more date tea.
Drink more soup.
Drink milk.
Drink nestum.
Eat obimin. (if you still got leftover)
Eat cheese.

And this another goat milk with fenugreek powder (traditional)

Traditional is BETTER than the modern pill/ tablet taking up.

Knowing fenugreek is to booster milk. Some it works, some it doesn't work. Well, at least I try it out. 

I'm offered two flavours, Mocha Hazel and Kurma Delima for RM 92 with free postage. Cheap. They do have another flavour, Milky Mango Vanilla. This Mocha Hazel by G-Star drink is good, I enjoy having it when I'm hungry. The tasty is not too coffee but more alikely to chocolate.  The Kurma Delima tasty is not so bad, it tastes like you are drinking good hot milk. 

Few hours later, my milk is up to 50ml in such short of 5 days after delivery. Another days is up to 110ml. Which is good start for me to feed my baby Mira. I enjoy having it with her. She drinks well and my hard work is all worth it!

👐💖

The milk story.

Double choc with fenugreek. (Recommended for breastfeeding mother)

It is frequently touted as the first herb to try when mothers are faced with low milk production for many nursing mothers.

I got it from Baby Avenue Putrajaya. They open at

 11.30am to 3.00pm and 4.00pm to 8.30pm (daily). 

A friendly shop.

No 4, Jalan P8G1, Presint 8

Putrajaya, Wilayah Persekutuan, Malaysia

Call 03-8893 0139

You may find it in any of mama shops. They have variety to offer you to choose from.

Try whatever you may. Most importantly - DO NOT STRESS. Think POSITIVE all days.

Momma's Journey With You Lil 

You have been so amazed with momma all the way of being 9 months together! Even your big brother and papa are always with you and momma by showering much care and love you all time. Momma has been so tirelessly to look after your big brother and carrying you both at the same time is tough but momma has always stay strong and patient for you dear lil child knowing you will be strong too.

Now momma has swelling legs while waiting for admission to bedroom ward sooner this 3 days by later. Hopefully this swelling legs will be gone away. So momma feels amaze again to give you tons of love.

The day of your birth.

2/7/2019

^I was advised to admit to ward earlier due to my BP in the morning at around 10am. But I'm told that I could wait for the bedroom ward until I'm called up. So my husband and I won't be wasting time by waiting end up in the hospital all day. Thus, we went to see our Benjamin while waiting is better. We had good time with Benjamin sleeping together in the afternoon and brought him to Curry Boss House Indian Cafe - late lunch time. Suddenly, there was a call to my phone we looked to each other and we quickly to get home to ask our amma's help. Luckily, amma has picked up my call which I left at the house. She has informed us that we shall go to hospital immediately as we are told we have 3 hours to get my bedroom ward in the between 5.30pm - 7.00pm. Such a limited hours is given. Oh well, doesn't matter how we managed to get it anyway. It's better than sorry. There was a bit traffic during after the office hours, we were there on time - went to the registration counter to get my bedroom admission with my name tag along by 6.30pm. So we went to Level 2 (maternity ward) and I was in the 2B / bed number 16. It is 4 bedded ward room. I was in good hands until I'm told to do induction by next morning after checked with nurses/doctor for update^

3/7/2019

`An early morning 7am, I was on my 1st induction. I felt nothing at all, taking up breakfast and doing all normal things. If there was no any contractions within 6 hours, I will be having another induce again. By 3pm in the afternoon, I was given 2nd induction then I felt a slightly contraction but not that so much hurt. Amma, Priscilla and 3 nephews included my Benjamin have visited me but my youngest nephew and Benjamin couldn't make it because they are under 10 years old. Oh well, I had a pleasant visit when I was about to feel the longer of contractions like 5 to 10 minutes. So they went back home in shortly after that. Suddenly, I felt my contractions frequently, the pain on thighs area I couldn't stand when the nurse to check my measuring contractions time. I'm told I will be delivering soon. Sooner I felt the pain so hurt, I kept asking where my hubby is. Luckily he came in to ward when I need and I was asked to go to dilation checkup room, in halfway walking to there I couldn't barely stand the pain by holding to my hubby's arm tightly and a nurse helped me too. When I was in the room, my dilated has opened to 5cm which was already so soon. I even told to wait as the labour rooms were fully-booked! *WHAT!* I was given liquid like lactulose pill in shape to my anus for pooing before delivery baby. Everything could get so mess up in such hurry up to do many things at once. 💥 I knew I was not in much control, thus getting my hubby to the loo together - it may sound so silly. I shall had it before not after I got contractions pain! 😐 Then after that, I returned to my bedroom ward for resting but it was not. It was a big unexepected to everyone included nurses! I told hubby I was in quite pain so he helped to massage my thighs and I asked him to tell the nurses that our baby head was about to come out. He checked and said no baby head is out yet...I said yes sooner! He then immediately to inform the nurses, they checked my dilation and left fast. My hubby and I were in the puzzle still. In my mind, I did not care where I wanted to give birth, be it in my bedroom ward or anywhere it could be. So I pushed hard and felt the passed motion almost coming out because I felt quite pain and screamed. The nurses came back and rushed me to get out from the ward to the labour room by getting to lift like in the ER situation. it was in such rush. i could felt the cool air all over my face and endured the pain in scream. Upon reaching to the labour room, i was surrounded by many nurses' help around. Suddenly, I screamed loud softly and pushed my baby and my pass motion were out already. Then I felt pain and screamed again for the 3rd push, there was a water bag has burst out splashed everybody! Oops!😖

Then this baby Mira was born by 7.35pm finally! After being in 2 hours pain of contractions. I had a spontaneous vaginal delivery (SVD) and also episiotomy (sitches up some of tears) which left me in pain ouch. Unlike my 1st experience at private hospital GMC, Penang.`

this is how episiotomy be done
(Medio-Lateral episiotomy is ideal to do)

Thankfully, I had a normal delivery so I could take good care of Benjamin and Mira easier.
My first pregnancy with Benjamin (normal delivery)
My second pregnancy with Mira (normal delivery)

💓👶💓

We all cannot wait to meet you lil child. 

A gifted child from God.

A little precious beautiful miracle that has brought to us specially.

You are born
TODAY
on
3rd July 2019, Wednesday
7.35pm
2.6kgs
Hospital Putrajaya, Kuala Lumpur

You look so sweet.

We have given you
a special name that has been blessed
by our Lord.

You
are
Mira Xin Yi
Henry Jeyaraj

always our daughter

MOMMA's EXPECTING NO.2

on the way!

Momma is now in the 3rd trimester (9 months) carrying you my little tiny child.
(now in wks.37)

Finding a beautiful name for you.

We have been almost preparing all baby stuffs to welcome you.

Papa cannot wait to welcome you to this beautiful world.

Big brother also cannot wait to kiss and hug you a new baby sister.

6 days are left now to await for you!
(wks.38)

by God's blessing towards you lil.

----------------------------------------------

PAPA

MOMMA

BIG BROTHER

LIL BABY SISTER

* ARRIVING. JULY 2019 *

The Best Thing

In Life Unexpected!

Sometimes we cannot deny when things are coming to us. Life is always unexpected. Well, I have never ever thought of this best thing to happen to me. 

The plan is always unpredictable. Then when I have found out, it is a tiny child! I came to surprise that I do conceived on 23rd November 2018. I informed my hubs and he is surprised too. 

Our eldest son, Benjamin Jun Jie will be having a new baby to play with. We even are trying to tell him we do have another sibling for him.

By the time has been passing by, I have been unwell during my 1st trimester. Been on bad nausea for almost 4 months, so exhausted and bad. I couldn't even stand this. This experience is not the same I had with Ben's time. And my 2nd trimester, I had a good feeling all time, can do anything much more happily by looking after Ben myself. Later on, now is my 3rd trimester, things are getting tougher...I have a hardly to walk, carry, stand-up, sleep and whole body so aches. 

During my pregnancy, I have been checkup with doctor at a private clinic. It's a Klinik Aurora which locates at Kota Kemuning, Shah Alam. The friendly Malay doctor is Dr. Husna Abdullah whom I have been seeking for. A good doctor would explains things clearly in details. And it's also a good location with no so many crowd place. Reasonable prices on consultation fee, medications, ultrasound, scan etc. It is a 24hours clinic where you can go there in anytime for your own convenience. Easy, right?

Then I was admitted to Hospital Putrajaya after I see at govt clinic at Shah Alam because I had a very bad diarrhea which took me to loo in 20 times within 3 days! No energy at all. Pale out! No appetite at all. From at the govt clinic Shah Alam, I was tested albumin protein 2+ t high blood pressure! Which that is why I'm told to Hospital Putrajaya fast.

When I reached at Hospital Putrajaya on the 20th June 2019 with my hubs, we presented my pink record book with OKU card for registration. And I was checking up with Dr.Azmi and nurses to monitor my BP reading and everything before I was decided then to admitted to ward. 

Surprisingly, the room ward are seem so good in condition as like the private hospital one. There are 4 bedrooms in the ward I feel comfortable to sleep on. I was treated well by good helpful and friendly nurses around. Doctors are good too. I was even provided good diet menu to eat well. 

No wonder why Hospital Putrajaya is a 1st class among government hospitals all over in Malaysia. When I have discharged from hospital, the procedure is FREE with my OKU card. Thanks for their good hospitality stay.

MY ONE YEAR OFF FROM BLOGGING

It has been a year off for me from doing my blogging time to give my fully attention to my son, Benjamin. I was hardly to spend a single time on laptop though I even wanted to.

WHY?

Because my Benjamin needs me all time to ensure he feels better. He has worried us parents and everybody on his health. I have been helplessly, clueless and no experience at all. I have been asking everyone around includes friends and family members to collect information on how I can help Benjamin.

Every parent wants a normal child I believe. I myself as a new parent and mom to my firstborn child do not much expected that I would go through many trials and works to understand what’s going on. So, I have given my full time mom to understand Benjamin’s health condition to get a better understanding in helping him.

Benjamin has been on breastfeed for 4 months only. My breast milk has become less and lessens, due to stressful and almost hung on. I was in much torn in between on all things myself.

Okay, to short form on his condition. He has been vomiting since when he was born. My confinement care staffs have been noticing me on his condition. I have had no idea, even my mother also. So we brought him to see Paediatrician, Dr. Jessica Tan (GMC Hosp Penang). I am told that Benjamin has acid reflux. So I Google online to find info on babies acid reflux. Trying to understand bit by bit, I still haven’t got it at all. Well, Ben was given relieve medicines, Motilium and Zantac. Baby takes medicines as the paediatrician said they are safe to be taken. Actually I did not want to do but I leave with no choice. So fine, I kept going to feed him on medicines and same time he has been vomited frequently especially on when he has done his milk drank or screaming/shouting/laughing. For formula milk, he took Frisco as the paediatrician’s recommended. Still he vomited after drinking the FM Frisco. I was so tired doing his chores by wiping off his body, changing clothes, cleaning up floor and even brought many towels when doing some shopping or travelling. I was almost give up and even asked myself why I could experience such as this for a first timer mom...

So the condition has been going on almost in everyday and I have been cautious on when his meal time like milk and food. My husband who was not on by my side, I was all alone to watch him myself. Quite hard however there is patience in me. Lucky. As the time goes by, my husband has worried much on Benjamin’s health has not been much improved. So he decided to take us home with him so we both could see the solution for our child. Okay. We even brought Benjamin to see another paediatrician, Dr. Yong (Columbia Asia Hosp Selangor) at our place. For our 2^nd opinion. Well, things went smoothly when we visited Dr. Yong. After a good explanation, I even asked Dr.Yong for FM recommended. Enfragrow (Gentlease) one of FMs she mentioned. And Ben has eczema on skin. Headache addition to my brain. Sighs. So we tried, and slowly things have shown Ben’s condition is getting much better and good. Not only about the FM or eczema products, it is about Benjamin’s’ reactions to this way of taking food and what type to accept for his skin. Something like I say I have to understand a baby’s physiology where I often understand adults’ physiology. Then I understand this and that, monitoring what does Benjamin needs most.

I end up trying what it may works for him. And it works well. Eg. Let him rests for 3 hours by taking up 5oz. Normally for his age at about 16months, he supposed to be okay in taking more than 5oz (less hours). I have no idea at all first. It happened when I noticed he is okay taking that amount and duration hours. He drinks by sit and stand in the cot (when he is not laying down on bed). To my surprise, so i keep trying it fewer times. It works yes. And also trying to comfort his chest slowly while drinking up. As for his eczema skin, he has given cream medicines to sort out, on which matches him. The lotion cream has not quite good for him and brand QV Gentle Wash for hair and body suits him yes. So still there were eczema spots on his body part. I have been tirelessly to find more products for him to stop from eczema itching. I found Baby Balms by Ronella to try. The Baby Balms contain coconut oil where I research coconut oil does help for treating eczema. Benjamins eczema has not slightly improved that much though. Little thing I know he needs lotion as I do not want his skin to dry up. By naturally, I use pure coconut oil by RassRosh to apply on his whole body as same time I applied Baby Balm Rashes. By within fewer 2 weeks, his eczema all has been cured and gone so neatly without leaving any scars on. Thanked to Baby Balms by Ronella and Coconut Oil by RassRosh. They are amazing products. My boy now is free from eczema. I am so grateful. However, he has still watch out on his skin all time.

As for his food, he is quite far behind than among of the other kids for his age. Though he catches up on his food slowly and getting to process up but he is good in eating up well. Understandable, most babies or toddlers can eat rice at young stage but he was not. Even though people keep on asking me why. I couldn’t say much BUT what I know is not to push too hard on a child to go for every stage he should take. Eventually, I see the result he is able to eat all when he is ready.

Of course, every child is different. Always remember to nurture your child to your own best whenever you can be.

Learning everyday as a new mother is a great thing. Nobody can teach you how but only can give some tips to share with. Decision you have to do on your own, follow your own instinct.

This Royal Baby World 

has got my baby Ben

Super Compact Folding Baby Travel Bath Tub!

I have won this prize from the Royal Baby World!

I thought of getting a baby travel bath tub where I could have it easily for travelling. I have seek something such as this but I could not find the perfect one. 

A lot of shop do provide baby bath tub but they do not HAVE like this that enable it to folding up close. Till I came to this Royal Baby World contest where I could try my luck.

I know this will be the one for my baby Ben. 

Royal Baby World has messaged me that I won the Super Compact Folding Baby Travel Bath Tub!

I was rather surprised I did not expect I will get it one.

This is mine, says little Ben

Thank you, small mama for getting me from them, said Ben

What is Super Compact Folding Baby Travel Bath Tub?

Practical, Elegant & Super Save Space

(Introducing their new design)

>Light weight and very easy to travel with

>Super compact size when closing

>3 positions of bath tub

>With shower gel bottle section

>Super save space

>Comes in 3 colours

>High quality and sturdy

>Very easy to store

>With water drainage outlet

This tub can support up to 10 kg. 

It is manufactured in China.

The stand is 6 inches.

It has many reclines in position.

So you can see the pictures above in details why this super compact folding baby travel bath tub is so effective and good.

Price. RM 199

True enough, this tub is very accessible whenever and wherever I need it for my Ben. It is not that so hard. I even bathed Ben, and he has enjoying his bath in the tub so much. He is so active and a happy child.

Thank you again Royal Baby World to bring the dream comes true for Ben.

Royal Baby World FaceBook

Instagram, follow

@royalbabyworld

Thank you so much to

 FLIPPER 

by

Orca Innovation Sdn Bhd

to get such a lovely nifty toothbrush cover with a unique patented design for my baby!

Flipper is a cleverly-designed mechanism where they store your toothbrush in an enclosed compartment and yet opens/ closes automatically and conveniently. It is also help you to keep your toothbrush easily and hygienically. With a properly-enclosed storage, it protects your toothbrush from contamination by airborne bacteria, dust and other foreign particles that may cause oral diseases. Besides, it's simple, adorable and fun to use!

When I open this toothbrush cover, I find how cute and adorable it is! And amazingly, it is just 1 minute sand timer! Which you can see the sand turns down from up. This toothbrush cover can rotate eyes and time your brushing too! It can be placed on the glass or mirror. It is the best thing is to take it for travelling.

My baby got this OWL SMARTY toothbrush cover! Blue color will be his always liking. 

There are 3 different colors. Green - Earthy, Orange - Hearty and Blue - Smarty.

This toothbrush cover is ideally for babies and kids those are into make brushing fun to educate them on how to clean up their teeth. 

I believe that my baby Ben will love it because he always wanted to have one of his own to belong to. 

I know kids who cannot stay quiet often, thus having this toothbrush cover will help kids to love on turning over their sand timer until all their teeth are clean and their brushing is done. It is also help them to know having the OWL to keep them in a friendly environment. It is also teaches them to be independent too.

How much is this toothbrush cover?

RM 23.90

For ordering. Do check them out online.

http://www.myflipper.com/mf-wp-home-eng-intl.php

https://www.facebook.com/loveflipper/

https://myflipperstore.com/

GOO.N

A Japanese Diaper Brand

The meaning of "GOO.N"

The name GOO.N comes from ぐんぐん (gun-gun). This Japanese phrase refers to a baby's steady growth. The GOO.N brand name reflects our desire for all babies to keep growing.

GOO.N won "The Best Mother Awards 2012" in Japan.

Thank you

LAZADA

 for sponsoring my baby this

> a pack Goo.N Friend Pants Super Jumbo Doraemon Edition (M Size) RM 36

> Baby Wipe RM 8

> Goo.N Limited Edition Penguin Baby Wipe Box RM50

It is the first time I hear about this newly brand that imports from Japan. Well, I am now happily to introduce this brand to my child that he will be able to use it well.

My baby has liked the cute Goo.N Limited Edition Penguin Baby Wipe Box though he is still a baby. The tissue wipe is good in containing 99% purified water.
Paraben Free. Alcohol Free. Wave embossed sheet for effective, easy wiping. Eco friendly design. Easy use refill dispenser. Airtight container, to keep wipes moist. Safety lock.

Feedback.
But I would like to say that there got a bit of alcohol in it. However I do not use it on baby's mouth and face but use it on the body will do. 

What is the Safety Lock?
The Safety Lock is locked upon purchase. Please unlock before use. To unlock, pull the upper part of the bill towards you, until you hear a click. To lock, push in the upper of the bill, until you hear a click.



The Refill Dispenser Interior
Handy markings make refills easy!
Line up the guide marks on the feet to secure the bottom tray in place.
There are marks on both sides.
Line up the ▲ mark.
The ■ mark is on the reserve side.

Feedback.
Yes. It is a refill dispenser interior which enables me to use in anytime anywhere easily getting a new tissue wipe. Without hard to find where is my tissue wipe, there this cute penguin baby wipe box helps me much to get in quick when my baby has poops and pees without any troubles.

This is Goo.N Friend Pants Super Jumbo Doraemon Edition which I just found that this is edition one. Oh, my baby then is so lucky to try this in Size M but unfortunately, I have to wait until my baby is bigger bit then he will try this.

This diaper is M size pants with 58pcs for 7-12kgs. It is for unisex baby. It is also stretching size, more flexible and suitable for every movement. Its technology of magical gel, allows for better and quicker absorbency. Besides that, its soft tender like fluffy cotton, gives your baby the superior comfort. Breathable sheet helps ventilate the air through the surrounding, no need to worry about moisture. Moreover, take out easily, just tear off the side seal, and then the diaper can be changed. 
How good and cool is it...

For more info on Goo.N Diaper
click here
https://www.goondiaper.com/

LAZADA Goo.N

Win something?

Before I am getting bored to myself, FaceBook is my past time haha. And I love to get myself busy. It is good for me ^.^ Getting baby stuffs can be very expensive in nowadays, unlike our parents and grandparents to their old days time which cost few things only. I am sure all of you parents to be out there, there are many ways we can have unnecessarily to get expensive stuffs for child. Think and do smart. 

I have been advised by my friends who have kids before me. They get stuffs DIY most of time for their kids. I am amazed by their strengths towards children. And moreover they do spend quality time with kids which are far more important in their bonding relationship, mother-child's love. 

Well, I win something? Yeah there was a contest giveaway where I saw an ad. 

It is Baby Becker. 

I say to myself, why not I should try and get something for my child?

There it was a go for me.

I did not much in expectation to get win. I myself in a little surprise.

What?

 

I won?

Yes!!!

 

 I was much happier to get something for my child who is going to love it.

😀😀😀😀😀

 A batman romper!

I received it by post.

Thank you so much Baby Becker for the giveaways!

Do drop by getting more information on their products through online shopping. 

Baby Becker is German-Malaysian startup company in Kuala Lumpur.

Get one love for your kid?

https://www.baby-becker.com/ 

~ Happy Online Shopping Day ~

It is a child blessing.

 Last year around in the end of July 2016, I have had few cysts on both breasts and stomach and also endometrium thickness when I made a check up at a clinic, Kelana Jaya which is recommended by my cousin after I had my previous check up at goverment Shah Alam Hospital. The pain has caused me so much especially at my stomach area, it was like a very heavy stomach twist up so hard that hits me. Even though I have gastric. It was not like gastric pain but this one was a very painful feeling. My period has not came up that since too.. almost close to 2 momths. I was in a little worried.

So I have zero knowledge about what is cyst and endometrium thickness. Hence, my cousin has explained to me, I was hardly to understand. I was determined to know what it is the causes. I what-sapped my mom and she did not so sure about it. So I went to google to find the definitions. To my own relieve, I came to understand that cyst and endometrium thickness are common in the among of women. And then my doctors did not say anything on my case unnecessarily to remove cysts. I have no idea at all. I have had heavy period which that causes me to have the blood clot...imagine it? I never experienced such as this. That's why I have endometrium thickness.

And I crossed this FaceBook page calls "Mommies Wellness Centre" and "Menstrual Pro Rahsia Ajaib". They are same centres. After I have much followed up with their reviews on their products. Most of them women get pregnant successfully. It is great to know all of them are wanting for a child. But to me, I am focusing more on my health case, if they can help me to disappear my cysts without removing them. My husband gets me to there if they can help me. 

At the Mommies Wellness Centre at Seri Kembangan, I have asked and checked with Dr. Kawitha who is a gynae doctor and showed her my ultrasound results. She has recommended me to take Menstrual Pro (MP) it will helps me to cleanse my uterus not my breasts. So I tried it even though it is a Malay herbs and I believe it has good Malay ingredients. And I even checked the ingredients and surprised they are good for body health. I am told most women have tried Menstrual Pro (MP) from 2 bottles to 6 bottles. That means it takes you around 2 weeks to 3 months. 

RM 80 per bottle that comes with free shaker and book guide.

I have tried this MP product for 2 1/2 weeks and I even loved it. Like one of good supplement I have had. It tasted like orange vitamin juice. quite delicious. Drank before breakie and one before sleep at night in each day.  

In the bottle, they even provide spoon. Take 2 scoops to mix with lukewarm water

After that, I felt discomfort and what-sapped one of the nurses at the centre. I am told to stop it for a while. I did. The following days I did not feeling quite well which leaves me to think of my condition what was wrong with me. I even felt like want to fall sick. I took one day MC, went to see doctor and I had URTI. URTI stands for Upper Respiratory Tract Infections. I had it once when I was in my 20s. I knew how it feels like. So I told my hubby I have had no appetites most of time. I often had quite few passing motions. I ate small meal portions most of time. My stomach has hurted sometimes at nights. It was pushing me ups and downs. I vomited. Then the few days next, I was going back to office my throat did not feel want to eat anything and whenever there is food I could not stand with the smell. I felt like want to vomit at all time. My hubby has noticed that it was not a normal for me. So we both have decided to take up UPT test soon (urine pregnancy test) as my period has not came for 2 months already. It has worried us. Like usual, I was keeping myself to work at office. At work, I have tried to stand much as long as I can. When I carried a box for colleague's requirement to find material, I sat like in the squat way and I felt my tummy hurts but it did not bother me at all.  So after my working hour, I have asked my hubby to bring me to Watson.

We bought 2 UPTs and Gavison Liquid to relieve my tummy. Upon on reaching home, I was quickly taking one of the UPT. I was so much patient and anxiety at the same too. When the UPT test has finally come to its result. There I saw a red line at the T (test) and another a red line at the C (control). I knew I was in quite nervous, did not going to believe it at all - 2 red lines! POSITIVE. In a quiet moment, hubby was asking me what is the result. I said 2, showed him the UPT. He was asking me is it positive and I said yes. We both were surprised and shocked.  And there my tummy has ached me again. My hubby has asked me to re-confirm again on taking the 2nd UPT in the next day. The result was also positive.

1st UPT Test (DiscloSure Brand) RM 5.30

2nd UPT Test


Then in the couple of weeks later, we both went to clinic Sec. 19 to see a doctor for health check up. I was supposed to follow up on my regular blood pressure. I told doctor about my condition. So doctor has moved me to mother & child department for more observation. I was asked to do blood / urine tests and even opened a pink book for pregnancy record. Finally I got to see a doctor and explained my condition. Doctor then examined me on ultrasound scan and told me it is a baby. I said..., "what....a baby?", "are you sure it is a baby?" She said yes. I said wait, I had cyst and endometrium thickness. She said huh, and she checked on my tummy again. She said there was no cyst and endometrium thickness at all! What she has checked is a baby! I was kinda in shock and could not believe it. Moreover my baby is already 8 weeks old (2 months)!. Doctor gave me the baby scan picture.
I told my hubby and he was in surprise and shock too. He was even loss for word. However, this little tiny has in my womb I am so blessed by God. God has given us this little gift.
 

  
To keep on following up on my pregnancy health with doctor, i was infected again with URTI. Doctor has asked me to Shah Alam Hospital to receive water sodium so I will feel much better then. During the month of Sept, I could not focus well on working and hard to keep balance I was taking up. I was also having had deep nausea. I vomited 15 times in per day. And sometimes at a time, I vomited 8-10 times in per day most of the days. So much bad swing mood I was having had. I even caught up in a heavy cough for a week! It was so tough for me. No appetite at all!

I could not force myself up to continue to work and I know I need a good a lot of rest according to my health. Thus, I have resigned from work. Since that, I have been so much vomiting until I did really miss my homesick. I told my hubby. Then we have decided to have me home to my hometown to get closer to my family. 
My hubby and I took MAS flight home to Penang.

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